haii :] I know I haven't made a post here in like 2 months sorryy but I just want to vent a bit or something like that :p
I just didnt really know what to write but like recently I've been feeling like shit and I want to talk to someone but like I'm scared to idfk.
I feel like my friends just don't fuck with me anymore, because like they dont really message me. and they only do when I message first, I dont really blame them because I am a very dry texter :p
a huge reason for that is because I just don't know what to talk about, the fact the I have really bad social anxiety, its fucking stupid because I'm online not real life. idk like when I text people I have to reread it like 50 times to make sure I've made no spelling mistakes, like I have to Google words to check if I spelt it right, or I would sit there for a hour trying to think of a response, like just deleting and rewriting something else.
I guess thats it, I'll probably make another post later today like I'll show some drawings that I drew and talk about stuff that I've been doing these past 2 months I guess :p
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